You're the only one in my heart.....:]

The misunderstanding is over. The doubt is gone. The trust is back . And honesty has finally settled.

It all started when I called NJ to ask him what the problem was. H e was nervous and he told me not to get hurt or mad. I said okay. Then, he told me his problem. His classmate had a crush on him. And that particular girl is also a close friend of his best friend, who also has feelings for him. In short, they BOTH have feelings for him. They also fought over him. After telling me his problem, I felt angry at the girls but I didn't tell him. Instead I told him my advice. I told him to talk to the girls and tell them to stop fighting and to not feel guilty coz it wasn't entirely his fault. We talked for awhile and he asked for my permission if he could ask advice from Karla. I said yes. We both said good night and hung up.

The next day, I asked Karla a.k.a. Jurads if she helped NJ. She said yes and I told her I was feeling a bit jealous and angry. She said it was normal and that was that.

Then came Friday,Biology time. It so happened that me and Jurads were in the same group. At that time, I didn't feel like helping out coz I was thinking of my relationship with NJ and how those 2 girls were possible threats. Because I was so worried, I spilled everything to Jurads. She told me that before NJ went to DB, he courted his best friend and he got busted because his best friend had a boyfriend back then. But now, they broke up. Anyway, to make a long story short, this was Karla's conclusion: Nag libog c NJ krn pro love pka niya Jus...." Those words struck me. It gave me hope and a twinge of despair.

Saturday afternoon. I told my problem to the following people in YM and here's what they told me:
Kevin Balobo- "Ingna cya na ayaoo ug padala sa mga babae did2..."
Alyssa Gucor- " Tell him how you feel and kung kinsa buh jud ang iyng love..."
Lieve Aurelio- " Be honest with how you feel. Communication is the key..."

That night, I called him and I was feeling a bit nervous. I asked him how the problem was going. He told me that it was solved. Then, it came out of me. I told him how I felt, how I would react if "madala" cya and all the doubts I've been having. He told me thought about the idea na BASIN madala daw cya but when he thinks of that, I'm on his mind. He even said, "Bahala na cla oiie....". I was so relieved to hear what he said. But what made me lose my doubt and trust him even more was when he told me that "There will only be one girl in my heart...ikaoo ra bya na jam....". I was so speechless and I felt kilig all over. After that, things became much warmer. We were able to joke about school stuff, laugh and tease each other like we normally do. It couldn't get better. :]

P.S. Thanks to those who helped me in this dilemma especially Jurads and Lieve.....both of your advices worked the best.....:]